19.3.09

Two things I've done in overabundance

Eat asam pedas and cry.


I've enough of the two to keep me going for the next 30 years of my life.


Do you believe in fate? Fate, destiny, 'yuen fern', call it whatever you do, it comes back to the same thing. Fate in meeting people, befriending them, leaving them.

Destiny. Heh.

It's crap, cause you can never go against it. You can never bend fate into making it do things you want. You can't make someone return your love, you can't force someone to be your friend, you can't have a longer time to spend with anyone.

When the time comes for fate to end between people, it just does. You can't do anything about it. And that's what sucks the most. Because you can't push fate. You can't resist its power. You just have to go with the flow, and take whatever fate throws at you with open arms. No matter how much it hurts. No matter how many tears you shed. No matter how many times you wished you were dead.