1.1.11

It has happened

I am now packing in time for registration on Jan 3 *dies*.

It's the year 2011 now. Last year news have been piling up waiting to be penned down before time erases their finer points and eventually erodes them from my memory. When I intend to write them all I have no idea. It's bad discipline, I know. I don't push myself enough to do many things. Updating my journal is one thing. Abandoning contacts is another.

Friends, I apologize for my lack in keeping in touch. Now you know that I am not as awesome as you thought I was. I won't make any excuses for myself, I just hope you will accept my sincerest apologies and that I'm thinking of you all despite my lack of efforts in meeting up with you.

So now I return to begin my second semester. Let's hope we all do our best and focus on our priorities! We shall all work hard in our own way to achieve the things we want most. Yes we shall.

2011 shall be wealthy, healthy and full of positive fun and opportunities. Barriers and hurdles we shall clear with minimal effort and zero-stress.



Ikimashou ka?

13.11.10

Uhm

Hello.

How's life you ask? Hm, it's fancy. I've been doing/done quite a lot of what I've wanted to do. I've gained sufficient knowledge to not get lost in KL city, I've eaten (still am- expect to see me as a round tub soon) most of the food on the food-I-missed-and-want-to-eat-again list and going steadily down it, my room's a mess with the stuff I brought back from KL, I'm downloading the world into Ronald...

...and still I'm not satisfied.

No, I lie. I'm actually pretty contented. But. I've got nagging thoughts. I feel as if I've gone through sandpaper; pieces of me flaking away and disappearing forever, so that I can only look back but never have again. Is that what new experiences do to you, I wonder? Does it give you new knowledge but take away old parts of you, parts you never really knew you had until you realized you were missing -something-?

Ouch. Ronald's giving me electric shocks. Apparently this is a normal thing with Macs, because the magnetic charger is not earthed. So I can be going 'type type type' then 'OWWWW Ronald what'd you do THAT for?! D='.

Sorry, that was a lame attempt to change the topic.

This isn't suppose to be like this. I'm not suppose to leave for three months and come back feeling at least 10 years older. Perhaps being thrown into a completely new situation where you have to fend entirely for yourself teaches you things. Much as you don't want to. It's not as if it was a period of torture and pain and loneliness. If it had been I might have at least a reason to be pissed off and tearing my hair screaming. But it was the complete opposite. I had so much fun three months felt like three seconds. One moment I was planning my day-to-day life, doing my assignments, stalking (*cough*) random people, making new friends, learning new things; next moment boom. I suddenly feel as if I've warped into a completely weird asshole with no aim in life.

Maybe that's what holidays do to you. The lack of activity in a once activity filled life to the point that there weren't enough hours in a day to do them all makes your brain go 'wha...?' then go blank from shock. Yeah, I can just imagine my brain going '!!!!' then popping off black. Haha.

It's that or I just need to catch up on my sleep.


Yeah. I need sleep.

25.10.10

Running out of fancy titles

Yeah, I guess it has to happen sometime when you've blogged too long D=.

Gosh, I'm missing the high-speed connection back home. During the weekend I downloaded everything and anything I could get my hands on, just for the sake of watching the minutes turn to seconds and the download bar going 'fhweee~ee~ee~~~'. Over here any attempt to download will leave you waiting for at least 2 hours and even then the bar ain't moving =_=.

I'm in love with Sekaiichi Hatsukoi!!! I think in some aspects it is better than JR, because at least it has some knowledgeable...knowledge? (lol) to procur. Like the sneak peak into what goes on in the publishing world. Though I think it isn't as racy as JR, perhaps it's too early in the day to say so? (literally, haha).

Yeah, I'm crapping. Aren't I always? XD.

Drawing with grid is FUN~!! No, seriously. It's challenging, it makes you look stupid when you have to use a calculator to get measurements for the squares (only to realize they'd turned into rectangles), you'll probably wish you were dead when you've just begun, but it's FUN~! I mean, it's like a puzzle where you connect the stuff in one square to the other and when you see it all come together you can't help but go 8DDD.

Not sure when I can ever finish this A2 one though. Next semester, probably. Lol.

I wanna sleep but can't seem to be able to. My brain is on alert. Like really sparkly lights and elevator music going 'do-de-do-de-do~~' round and round. Oh, oh, speaking of sparkly lights...


Oh my gawd I hurt my own eyes X.X

The wedding I went to for the weekend was TIRING but so fun. I can't believe it, I actually spent an entire day in dresses. Big wtf, lol. I looked as if I were cosplaying the Wonder Girls at night, and ironically enough the main theme song seemed to be 'Nobody' XD. At one point everyone, young and old, serious and wacky, were shaking their butts and clapping their hands to the beats XD. I wonder whose wedding will be next and what the next song will be. Haha.

Oh oh, one thing I know, though. Next time my wedding's morning reception shall be at 12. PM. Lol.

Bye bye~~~ *elevator goes down*

21.10.10

Buuu~

What's happening back in Melaka, eh? What's the public holiday for? How come Selangor doesn't get the day off too? =_=.


Anyway, yeah. Hello hello =D. Random ramble-update time! I made friends with some awesome PC gamers lately. Man do I feel like the noob of all noobs XD. But they've kindly undertaken to make me not-so noobish (or rather I made them undertake me- I'm absolutely shameless when it comes to finding games. PC gamers of LUCT, if you see me coming your way you better run the opposite direction- or hand up them games ;D). Hence, Goo-ni now houses Chaos Legion, Resident Evil 5, DMC3 & 4, Splinter Cell Conviction, Prototype and Ninja Blade. Bwahaha. Ironically, though I've gotten (most) of the games I wanted, I haven't the time to do anything more than try them out to see if they were working. Haha. I've got two major assignments going along in full swing- both due week 14 aka very very VERY soon D=. I'm screwed beyond measure. Lol. And this is only the first sem; can't imagine how I'll fare in later semesters, haha.

Oh, and for anyone who'd wish to be interested, I've got a new story up over at my other blog! Go check it out if you like =). I'm sorry for the complete inconsistency- my imagination works at odd spasms at a rate of a few-months interval, lol. And somehow I feel as if my stories are no good; they seem to be too wordy and long-winded. It's more difficult than it seems- trying to find the right words to express the feelings and induce the mood. Sometimes even my Thesaurus fails me T.T. Oh well. Practice, Joanne! Practice is all you need to make your writing $k!lLz aweshum. Haha.

Short post today. Still in love with the two albums I downloaded recently. Karma is still <3 <3 <3. Goodbye for now~

17.10.10

ElectROCKnica

Dance Rock Love


New songs!!!! So happy with them, lol. I first heard of Breathe Carolina from a random song I played on Nik's iPod. Playing Hello Fascination on Tap Tap Revenge was love at first....listen? Lol, that didn't sound right. Anyway, yeah, the entire album is awesome; pop-rock-dancey goodness with screamo bits here and there!!! Then I went and got MUCC's latest album Karma and MAAAN MUCC YOU GUYS REALLY OUTDID YOURSELVES!!!! =D. Personally I don't really like it when singers/band change styles; who would, really? Cause thinking logically, you'd love a band because of the style they already have, if they changed you wouldn't love it, now, would you? But then MUCC totally changed for the better XD. Their new dance-rock style is fresh, upbeat and yet they still maintain their hard rock-screamo style. Totally awesome <3

Went to Mines yesterday and bought accessories for baby Gooni!!! Lol. I can't get over his adorable name(s) XD. Anyway got a notebook cooler, mouse, keyboard and sleeve. I got Ninja Blade as well but somehow or other installation is screwed so I need some help with that (anyone? :( ). Right now Gooni has Chaos Legion and Resident Evil 5 in him so...yeah. =D. I'm looking for Assassin's Creed, POP series and DMC. Help!!!

Speaking of which, anyone watched the alleged DMC5 trailer lately? Big WTF. Go check it out if you haven't and let your jaw drop as mine did. And not in too good a way. Lol.

Assignment time. Farewell~

15.10.10

~I'm Lovin' It~

Name: MACdonald. Ronald MACdonald.
Code-name: Goo-ni <3

Yes yes. I finally have a laptop and internet connection. Let us all celebrate my good-fortune with milk and cookies *hands out doughnuts*. Not too bad deal, I suppose. Got the satin-red casing as well as installed Adobe Suite, Office Mac and Windows 7 Pro. It feels a waste, though, I'm 3 weeks away from end of sem and I have little research to do at this time =_=. Oh well, if I plan to rot at home this sem break (which I won't, heaven forbid; I need to go earn some money for my DSLR in time for 3rd sem *dies*), the holidays will certainly be action-packed. Lol.

Now all I need is a keyboard, mouse, and notebook cooler. Wahaha.

Ima gonna keep this post short and sweet. Will return with rambles later <3. Farewell~! <3

P.S: I'm BACK =D


16.9.10

HAPPY MALAYSIA DAY!!!


I wonder why everyone just like pictures of the flag in the breeze. Is it cause it looks so...majestic? I think it looks flimsy. LOL. ISA don't you dare try to hound me. Haha.

Anyways, yeah! Happy Malaysia Day! The day our great nation came to birth (sans S'pore, boo T^T), the hour when we joined multicoloured hands and formed this great land that we're so lucky to be born into! Think about it, without Malaysia, we Malaysians wouldn't be able to meet the people we love and know now. Without this land we wouldn't be educated, love and be loved, experience freedom and enjoy life with all its necessities and luxuries. Go Malaysia, Malaysia Boleh!!! 8D

...And instead of listening to Jalur Gemilang or Negaraku I'm addicted to SJ's BONAMANA. Hahaha.